suicide. yeah…. i dont know if all of you know this. but thats not cool. not fucking cool at all. so dont ever try to kill yourself. because thats stupid. greedy. pathetic. and cowardly. i never really got the point of it. what the fuck do you accomplish from killing yourself? i mean there are people out there who fight for their lives every second. but you want to just give yours away? oh okay.. nothing is ever that bad. im not saying that life is always gonna be great and the grass is always going to be green. cause lets face it. LIFE SUCKSSS!! its fucked up as hell. i get it. ive been through more than my fair share of shit. and i know people always say this but it is going to get better. and when you feel like you’ve just hit rock bottom. THEN GOOD. cause once youre the lowest you can go. then theres nowhere else to go but up. and as corny as that sound. its actually true. dont kill yourself. dont cut yourself. dont end your life. just THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS. and dont say theres nothing happy to think about. because if you just need to open your fucking eyes youll see.. dont spend your time just thinking about how bad you got it. go outside and climb a fucking tree. run around naked. dance like an idiot. listen to happy music. or something. whatever the fuck helps you. just dont sit in a dark corner thinking of ways to die. cause thats really lame. well i really dont know what to say but JUST DONT DO IT!! cause theres no fucking point. JUST DONT KILL YOURSELF TONIGHT!! or any other night and day =] well i dont know if this is gonna make a difference. i just need to fucking rant. if you could call that a rant. sorry! im too pissed to type. anyways im out. BYE!! oh yeah i would like to thank the two people who are actually gonna read this. THANK YOU!  

took this picture in first hour. i just couldnt resist!! :)